Monday, May 09, 2005
Im Not Okay (I Promise) -My Chemical Romance
Yeah... Its a good title. Ive been busy and in and out of feeling bad for and about myself lately. Dont know why.. but Ive been coming out of it slowly with the few days Ive gotten off work. But.. I have to go back tonight and tomorrow morning. Sucks.. Oh well. At least I got mothers day off. And the money definitely isnt bad. Ive been spending it left and right though. I bought the My Chemical Romance cd yesterday, food, a dvd, went to a movie and all that fun stuff. Somewhere between that stuff I blew another 150 dollars or so that I cannot account for. lol. Oh well.. hopefully I got something good out of it.. I just cant rememeber. Oh wait.. I do. Phone bill. Ouch, it was a hundred this month.
Mothers Day was Yesterday.. Im not a mother, I didnt get any presents. lol. Me Emily and AManda went in on buying my mom a swing for the backyard. 100 bucks... I put in 30. Were waiting for eMilys 30 now. So we had my grandma, grandpa, Randy, Amanda, Cora and Kaley over for mothers day yesterday. My dad grilled and then we all walked to the park and played tag with Jonny, Michael and Alex. lol. Very juveline but very fun. Im sore today from climbing up and down that damn playground. Then me and Billy went to Perkins to pick up some food and came back and I cuddled with my Sparkey Pierre Bear. It was a great day, I loved it and had lots of fun.
I think now Im going to head off to home and go for a walk/run with Barkey, then dye my hair. I bought the day a couple of days ago but havent gotten the time to do it. I should do it before I go to work tonight though. lol. Maybe Matt will get a kick out of that since I just saw him yesterday with light brown hair. Anyway.. Maybe Ill get around to writing again soon. Maybe not.. we'll see how I feel :)
Posted at 5/9/2005 12:51:19 pm by Swiffer1022
Friday, April 22, 2005
The Big 2-0!!!!!!!!
Posted at 4/22/2005 3:23:41 pm by Swiffer1022
Friday, April 15, 2005
Dont want to be an American Idiot...
Blahhh... At the Library.. AGAIN! I swear.. Im getting a computer soon. lol. Nothing really new has happened.. Dunno about Billys job. Hes getting a motocycle :o Its gonna suck.. Oh well. Cant stop him I suppose. lol. Wouldnt if I could. Actually, I could, but its something he wants. I wont stand in his way.
I think Im gonna throw a little survey in here, kinda like.. to catch everyone up as to what Ive been doing and my interests and all that jazz. lol.
Birthday: Soon... April 22nd :)
How long have you been together: 2 and a half years. A loong time. lol. Loves him though :)
Favorite Singers: Avril Lavigne (Likes her since way back when), Ashlee Simpson sometimes (When I dont think shes lip-syncing..lol), Britney Spears (Shes dirty, but I like some of her music still), Willa Ford (Always holding it up for her), John Mayer, Ryan Cabrera
Favorite Bands: Im obsessed with Green Day. The Killers, Good Charolette, Maroon 5
Favorite Songs: Holiday - Green Day / I just wanna live - Good Charolette / Fall to Pieces, How does it feel, Take Me Away - Avril Lavigne / Love For me, Love makes the world go round - Ashlee Simpson / Secret, She WIll Be Loved - Maroon 5 / Mr. Brightside - The Killers
Favorite Foods: You mean the ones I can eat with damn Acid Reflux? lol. I still eat Buffalo wings, pizza, spaghetti and fries.. and the stuff thats worst for me. lol. I love it all.. I just dont care! Im WAYNE BRADY BITCH!!!! -Chapelles Show-
Favorite Cds: Avril Lavigne - Under My Skin, Maroon 5 - Songs ABout Jane, Green Day -American Idiot and Nimrod, The Killers - Hot Fuss, Willa Ford - Willa Was Here and Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography
Perfume: Crush? I think.. I dont know. It changes depending on my mood.
Hair Color: Ehh.. its wearing off. It was super dark a couple weeks ago. lol. It has been for months. Im going to buy hair dye tonight I think. Reminder to self... Use the conditioner 2 weeks after dying so It wont wear off so quick this time. lol.
Current clothing: Yuck.. red sweats and a hooded sweatshirt. I have to go home and shower and change. lol.
Is that all? Hope so.
Fabulous... I think Im going to blow out of here for now. lol. I need topick my mom up for work at 4:30 since I stole her car and get home and take my barkey outside. Later!
Posted at 4/15/2005 3:12:46 pm by Swiffer1022
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Ill be better when Im Older
So Billy has that job interview on Friday at 10 in the morning. This is a really big deal. This decided the rest of our lives practically. If he gets this.. We're moving out, marriage isnt far off, and we're going to have a butt load of money to do it all with. If he doesnt.. I guess he'll keep trying. But I have all the confidence in the world that hes going to get this job tomorrow. Then Im going to get a full time job and its on with our lives :) Cant wait.
Itll be nice.. but it makes me start to wonder what Im going to do with the rest of my life. I obviously have to start out with a full time job so I can get a car and get the money to go to some sort of classes or some sort of school. lol. Im thinking of applying at Kohls in Cottage Grove.. and theres always the option of Perkins and Applebees because I know both of the managers (My cousin is the manager at Perkins and my brothers friend is the manager at Applebees).
We'll see what happens I guess. But whatever it is its gonna happen soon. Two of the girls from work that Im really good friends with are quitting.. It sucks. lol. Oh well though. I guess I better be off. I have to pick up Jonny from school again, possibly babysit the girls for a half hour or an hour, then get home to check the mail and see if my check came because Im broke and I have a huuge hole in the crotch of my jeans. lol. Billy likes it.. I dont so much. lol. Talk to yah later!
Posted at 4/7/2005 2:03:16 pm by Swiffer1022
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Hey again... Not much to say. Whatever. Im at the library about to go and pick up my brother from school. So exciting, right? lol. I got a voicemail from Billy but I cant listen to it right now.. He may or may not have just found about if he got a job with CP railroad. Im hoping he does.. and sort of hoping he doesnt. The job could result in a move to Portage, Wisconsin (NEar Madison.. right past the dells). I love Portage... but I dont know if Im ready to move. I will though. For sure.. I couldnt handle a year or two without him. No way. lol
I hate the library.. theres a reason that I never want to come here. Oh well I suppose. Billys working until 7 tonight and I have to babysit at 8 in the morning. Sucks.. but Ill get over it. So I think I might actually.. DUM DUM DUM.... Check out a book here today. lol, no Im just playing.. almost fooled yah though! lol. Later
Posted at 4/5/2005 2:14:31 pm by Swiffer1022
Here I am, as perfect as Im ever gonna be, youll see, love me for me... stick around Im not the kind of girl you want to leave, youll see love me for me.
Shut up, come back, no i didnt really mean to say that... Im mixed up, so what, yeah you want me so youre messed up too..
I love you, I hate you, if you only knew what Ive been through... My head is spinning but my heart is in the right place, Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake.
- Love For Me - Ashlee Simpson -
Dont want to be an America Idiot
Dont want a Nation under the new media
And can you heard the sounds of hysteria?
The subliminal Mind-fuck America
And My weakness is that I care too much...