Thursday, April 07, 2005
Ill be better when Im Older
So Billy has that job interview on Friday at 10 in the morning. This is a really big deal. This decided the rest of our lives practically. If he gets this.. We're moving out, marriage isnt far off, and we're going to have a butt load of money to do it all with. If he doesnt.. I guess he'll keep trying. But I have all the confidence in the world that hes going to get this job tomorrow. Then Im going to get a full time job and its on with our lives :) Cant wait.
Itll be nice.. but it makes me start to wonder what Im going to do with the rest of my life. I obviously have to start out with a full time job so I can get a car and get the money to go to some sort of classes or some sort of school. lol. Im thinking of applying at Kohls in Cottage Grove.. and theres always the option of Perkins and Applebees because I know both of the managers (My cousin is the manager at Perkins and my brothers friend is the manager at Applebees).
We'll see what happens I guess. But whatever it is its gonna happen soon. Two of the girls from work that Im really good friends with are quitting.. It sucks. lol. Oh well though. I guess I better be off. I have to pick up Jonny from school again, possibly babysit the girls for a half hour or an hour, then get home to check the mail and see if my check came because Im broke and I have a huuge hole in the crotch of my jeans. lol. Billy likes it.. I dont so much. lol. Talk to yah later!
Posted at 4/7/2005 2:03:16 pm by Swiffer1022
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Hey again... Not much to say. Whatever. Im at the library about to go and pick up my brother from school. So exciting, right? lol. I got a voicemail from Billy but I cant listen to it right now.. He may or may not have just found about if he got a job with CP railroad. Im hoping he does.. and sort of hoping he doesnt. The job could result in a move to Portage, Wisconsin (NEar Madison.. right past the dells). I love Portage... but I dont know if Im ready to move. I will though. For sure.. I couldnt handle a year or two without him. No way. lol
I hate the library.. theres a reason that I never want to come here. Oh well I suppose. Billys working until 7 tonight and I have to babysit at 8 in the morning. Sucks.. but Ill get over it. So I think I might actually.. DUM DUM DUM.... Check out a book here today. lol, no Im just playing.. almost fooled yah though! lol. Later
Posted at 4/5/2005 2:14:31 pm by Swiffer1022
Monday, April 04, 2005
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
My all time favorite song.. of all time!! lol. I dont have alot of time to write.. Im at the library again. Im such a loser. lol. I just wanted to make a mark so people dont stop coming around here. Still no computer.. soon. Very soon. LATER!
Posted at 4/4/2005 2:20:03 pm by Swiffer1022
Friday, April 01, 2005
Yeah, its been that long. Im even finding it hard to type after months of not being able to do so. So where should I begin? I guess Ill start with Im sitting at the library... somewhere that I havent been in a while... like, 2 years? lol. Isnt that how long its been since I graduated? Probably. Who's keeping track anyway? The losers with no friends? (Raises hand) Oh yeah.. I guess I fall into that catagory. lol. Just kidding. Im happier than I have ever been in my entire life. No kidding either. Sure, there are certain aspects of old friendships that I miss. I miss talking with Ashley for sure. Havent hardly done so in a long time. I miss Tina too. Were going on a year of not speaking? Its sad too. Shes married, and Ashley is moving. Everythings changing... even I am. I finally got my drivers license on March 28th. Yippee. Betcha never thought it would happen. Well guess what punks? It frickin did!! lol. I am now officially a licensed driver. Ta-da. Im also in the process of finding a full time job, which is going to break the hearts of a certain future-sister in law, two beautiful little girls, and a boss who wishes she could "clone me". Yeah.. but its time to move on, grow up, and get out.
Yeah, get out.. thats what I said. Im being pushed outta my house due to the fact that I have a pregnant sister and a chihuahua-poodle puppy that Billy and I bought together in February. Hes cute.. black... curly.. and answers to the name Sparkey Pierre. lol. He came named Sparkey, I added Pierre with the help of my aunt Mary. I love him, hes such a trouble maker but at the same time such a mamas boy. Hes my baby. And that whole thing about a pregnant sister. Yeah.. Emily is due in late September. Who didnt know it was coming?
So what else is there new to tell you all? Everybody around here is doing fine. Billy is amazing, If its possible, I fall more and more in love with him every single day. Ive never been so happy, as I said earlier. I have some good friends that Ive found in working at Auto Stop.. Theyre all so awesome and funny. Its great. My brother, Randy, knocked over a pump there a few months back. lol. Totally unintentional.. he wasnt even in the car! He left their van outside running while he ran into the store and while standing at the register talking to my friend Ashley, the van slipped out of gear.. reversed... missed 3 cars and hit the deisel pump. ouch... its gonna cost them a pretty penny when all is done. But its alright.. I have faith in the fact that my position there will possibly help the owner go a little easier on them. Hopefully, and she said she will, Jolene will be on my side in all of this. SHe knows Randy and Amanda too.. so we'll have to wait and see.
Not much else is new. License, puppy, happiness... Yeah. I guess Ive got the whole she-bang-a-bang going for me at this point. The job is all Im really focused on working on right now. Billy and I were planning on moving out sometime this month.. but those plans have been put aside until we get some more money and all. Possibly even until we get married? Its something we talk alot about. Its not going to happen soon.. but I would bet that within the next year or so we get engaged. I cant wait... I get stars in my eyes and butterflies in my stomach just thing about it. I love him, I dont care if anyone thinks were too young to get married. Ill be 20 on the 22nd and hes already 20. Following example, both of his sisters who are married got married at 21 or 22, and the one who is about to get married in October will be 21 or 22. And I think thats a perfectly acceptable age.
I think Im rambling. Maybe I should stop and call it quits for the day. lol. With my license comes whole mess of new responsibilities. First up today, take Emily to the doctor and buy her lunch. lol. Now I have to be at the middle school to pick up my brother by 2:00 then buy HIM supper. damn. lol. I also need to make a trip up to Walz Mart sometime today and buy myself some deoderant so I dont smell anymore. lol.. Just kidding. I jut ran out this morning so I dont stink... yet. Muuhahaha. Just so everyone knows.. Im planning on getting a computer in the near future. A laptop.. that Billy is going to help me buy. So I should have the internet again real soon. If I get my way, that is. lol. Hopefully Friday when I get paid... but then again I have my phone bill due that day. Speaking of which.. my number is the same to those of you who are reading this and know me. lol. So text me or whatever if you wanna talk.
So anyway.. I guess thats all for now. Maybe Ill get up here again soon to add another entry. Hopefully people still come around and check on this every once in a while for an entry. lol. Later!!
Posted at 4/1/2005 1:17:00 pm by Swiffer1022
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
Thats me and my Kaleys :) Yeah, dont I look lovely? Thats at 9 in the morning.. I dont do mornings well. lol. So I wake up and dont brush my hair, put on make up, or do anything basically. lol. But oh well.
I said Id write today, but I have nothing to write about. lol. And I dont feel good.. so I just thought Id put something in here for the sake of putting something in here. Plus, I figured it was about time I put some sort of picture in. So yeah, Ima go lay down cuz I feel sick to my stomach. lol. Later
Posted at 11/3/2004 5:12:10 pm by Swiffer1022
Here I am, as perfect as Im ever gonna be, youll see, love me for me... stick around Im not the kind of girl you want to leave, youll see love me for me.
Shut up, come back, no i didnt really mean to say that... Im mixed up, so what, yeah you want me so youre messed up too..
I love you, I hate you, if you only knew what Ive been through... My head is spinning but my heart is in the right place, Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake.
- Love For Me - Ashlee Simpson -
Dont want to be an America Idiot
Dont want a Nation under the new media
And can you heard the sounds of hysteria?
The subliminal Mind-fuck America
And My weakness is that I care too much...