Friday, June 10, 2005
Mood: Suprisingly good
Wearing: Ripped jeans, green sandles, and a white tank top a lá Jessica Simpson
Song of the Day: Give 'em Hell, kid -- My Chemical Romance
Current annoyances: Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes and her herpe lips disgust me, Rain when theres supposed to be summer sucks, The Backstreet Boys new song which is played over and again and just sucks..
Current Loves: My Chemical Romance, warm weather, severe thunderstorms EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, The new season on Viva La Bam just weeks away, black nail polish with a green tint, saving money, being independent, not needing anyone and not taking shit from anybody, Being the happiest Ive been in my life.
Yeah, sorry its been a while. Alot has happened. ALOT. lol. I dont really know where to start. Ive been so busy.. working every frickin night... and day. So its been sucking.. but the money definitely isnt bad. Im getting my hair done at Whoop Dee Do Hair Salon on the 20th, Did Sparkey Pierres hair a couple days ago. We took him up to PetSmart in Burnsville and got him shaved all except his mohawk. So between the mohawk and his spiked collar I got him... Hes looking pretty badass these days. lol. I love that dog.
I saw my sister Angie a few weeks back.. at the end of May. That was an experience. Shes actually really nice and really cool. Shes met Johnny Knoxville, Steveo, and all the guys from Jackass except Bam. But she said Bams a big coke addict :( I choose not to believe this. lol. Oh well. She said they were literally all a bunch of jackass except for Johnny Knoxville.. which is cool.
Did I say in my last entry that Im going to be gaining a niece at the end of September? lol. Well if I didnt, I am. Emilys having a girl . Alexis Marie... Lexi for short. So thatll be cool. Kaley just turned 2 on the 5th of June, and Emily graduated on the... 3rd? Yes, I do believe that it was the third.
And Billy and I have been looking at Engagement rings :) Were not going to be engaged anytime soon probably though. The ring I have picked out at Lundstroms in Mall of America is a 1 karot, princess cut diamond ring on a white gold band. Im in love with it.. its a 3500 dollar ring which is affordable. But I really want to get some moneys put away before engagement or marriage is a possibility.
Emily is going to be taking over babysitting for me at the end of June, and Im planning on a full time job by the end of July. I want to give Jolene plenty of time to find someone to replace me because things have been really shitty up at the store with people quitting. Basically.. its been me and Mandie closing. and thats been pretty hard on me. Especially since the place freaks the shit out of me. Some guy came in drunk and stole 2 packs of red bull the other night.. and Im so afraid that hes going to come back up since I called the cops on him and he got a ticket. I have to get out of there...
Im thinking of applying at Kohls, just to get up enough money to go take some photography classes or something up at Brown College. But I dunno, my mind changes every so often on what I want to do with my life.. so we'll see I suppose.
Anyway... I should get going and go home and get ready for work. Plus Sparkey is there with EMily and hes afraid of her. lol. So Ill try to get around to writing in the near future. Later!!
Posted at 6/10/2005 3:01:01 pm by Swiffer1022
Monday, May 16, 2005
Have I ever told anyone how much I hate the rain? Well, okay I love the rain, but in moderation, please. Its been non stop for a few days.. or its been sunny -- rainy -- sunny --rainy. It would be nice if it would just pick one and go with it. lol. Plus, my dog is afraid of the rain, so I should really look into buying him a little rain coat and booties for poodles. lol. Hes badass though. I freakin love that dog so much. But we have to get him shaved... Billy took him to the lake the other day and Sparkey came back with burrs all over his legs. Hes just too curly. So were going to shave his whole body except for the hair on the top of his head between his ears... because he has perfect mohawk hair. lol. We're going to make him look a little tougher because hes a poodle, and that just is embarrassing to him. lol.
So I might be getting a car very soon... a red, 1996 Dodge Stratus. M.D.s mama is looking to sell it to me I guess. so we'll see. Its really nice, Emily called Matt to see where it was getting fixed and we drove by to look at it. So Im hoping Lori wants to see it to me cuz its almost perfect.
Im enjoying a nice string of days off to the fullest of my abilities. Despite the rain, its been extremly nice. Sleeping.. alot. I needed to catch up on that. Listening to cds alot.. I love my music. Its mostly been my Chemical Romance and Green Day.. with a little Avril Lavigne tossed in there from time to time. lol. I might have to work tomorrow night, which is gonna suck . 6-10.. and Im supposed to be going to the casino with my mom and AManda and that new Britney Spears show is going to be on, which I really wanted to watch. Oh well. At least I get tonight to watch the Inferno and Wednesday to watch That 70s Show. God, Im such a loser. lol. I watch way too much tv.
Im at the library right now.. like always. My mom, Jonny and Michael had to come up here to type a paper.. so yeah. I tagged along. I was supposed to bring EMily to the doctor but Pa came and brought her instead. She was supposed to get her ultrasound today, but I dunno if thats going to happen. Hopefully.. although I dont need a picture of the kid to tell me its gonna be a boy. I already know its gonna. lol. How do I know? Because I dont WANT another neice. Im happy with the two I have. lol. Now I need a nephew... although I consider Mathew and David (Billys sisters boys.. shes pregnant with her third now) to be my nephews.. and I dont really know Bailey and Corey but I love them too. lol.
So I guess Im going to blow outta here and find my mama to take me home. lol. So maybe Ill come up again to write. Later!!
Posted at 5/16/2005 4:14:34 pm by Swiffer1022
Friday, May 13, 2005
By the way... not like any of you care or anything. lol. But as of today I have been with Billy for 2 years and 7 months. Holy shit. lol. Thats a hella long time. lol. But Ive never loved someone so much before in my life :) With... the exception of my nieces :)
Posted at 5/13/2005 1:31:42 pm by Swiffer1022
Helena - My Chemical Romance
Burn it out.. just like the match you striked to incinerate the lives of everyone you knew...
Wearing: Long sleeved blue t shirt (Billys), Ripped jeans, pink belt and orange sandles
Jewlery: Rainbow bracelet and chunky pink one with a heart on it
Smells: The library and peach body spray
Cravings: Hmmm... Chicken finger kids meal from Green Mill? lol.
Music: Helena in stuck in my head at this particular moment. Love that song. I was just singing Papa Roach - Scars too a few minutes ago. But My Chemical Romance is in my cd player in the car
Later: Movie with Billy? Maybe.. I won two free passes. lol. But there isnt much out that I wanna see right now.
Im extremely bored. I had to get up at 8:00 this morning to babysit the girls for a few hours. Sadly, 8:00 was sleeping in for me. At this point in time, Sleep isnt something I get very often. Most likely if you see me trudging around during the day, its because I didnt get to bed until 2 and had to wake up at 6. So yeah, I havent been the most friendly person in the world lately. lol. Sorry. But Im looking forward to an easy week coming up.. so it should be nice. Heres how its looking so far:
Saturday: Work 12-6 or 6-10.. Im not sure yet. I have to talk to Jolene I guess
Sunday: OFF! Thank god
Monday: OFF -- Emilys ultra sound to find out what her baby is. I dont need a picture to tell me that the damn things a boy.
Tuesday: Work 6-10
Wednesday: Babysit in the morning.. I think. Randys going out of town.
Thursday: Work 6-10
Friday: Babysit from 4-11.. I think. Easy though.. 4 at night til 11 at night.
Yesterday was AMandas birthday/// 24. So The family all went out to Applebees for dinner. It was me, Emily, Pa, Jonny, Michael, Randy, Amanda, Cora, Kaley, my mom and Cassie. Alot of fun. My mom almost got into a fight with some lady. lol. And Randy spilled pop on me and Jonny and Michael almost got killed by Pa. lol. Were a very colorful family. Obviously, right?
Now I have to go and pick up my brother in about and hour.. damnit. I thought I had less time than that. I dont really feel like sitting here any longer. Oh well.. Maybe Ill go home and catch a quick shower before I have to go pick him and Michael up. I have tons of things to do tonight.. which sucks. my night off and I hardly get a second to just sit and rest. Oh well. lol. I guess I better get going for now before I bore you all to death, although I probably already have. I dont really care though. lol. Later
Posted at 5/13/2005 1:24:06 pm by Swiffer1022
Monday, May 09, 2005
Im Not Okay (I Promise) -My Chemical Romance
Yeah... Its a good title. Ive been busy and in and out of feeling bad for and about myself lately. Dont know why.. but Ive been coming out of it slowly with the few days Ive gotten off work. But.. I have to go back tonight and tomorrow morning. Sucks.. Oh well. At least I got mothers day off. And the money definitely isnt bad. Ive been spending it left and right though. I bought the My Chemical Romance cd yesterday, food, a dvd, went to a movie and all that fun stuff. Somewhere between that stuff I blew another 150 dollars or so that I cannot account for. lol. Oh well.. hopefully I got something good out of it.. I just cant rememeber. Oh wait.. I do. Phone bill. Ouch, it was a hundred this month.
Mothers Day was Yesterday.. Im not a mother, I didnt get any presents. lol. Me Emily and AManda went in on buying my mom a swing for the backyard. 100 bucks... I put in 30. Were waiting for eMilys 30 now. So we had my grandma, grandpa, Randy, Amanda, Cora and Kaley over for mothers day yesterday. My dad grilled and then we all walked to the park and played tag with Jonny, Michael and Alex. lol. Very juveline but very fun. Im sore today from climbing up and down that damn playground. Then me and Billy went to Perkins to pick up some food and came back and I cuddled with my Sparkey Pierre Bear. It was a great day, I loved it and had lots of fun.
I think now Im going to head off to home and go for a walk/run with Barkey, then dye my hair. I bought the day a couple of days ago but havent gotten the time to do it. I should do it before I go to work tonight though. lol. Maybe Matt will get a kick out of that since I just saw him yesterday with light brown hair. Anyway.. Maybe Ill get around to writing again soon. Maybe not.. we'll see how I feel :)
Posted at 5/9/2005 12:51:19 pm by Swiffer1022
Here I am, as perfect as Im ever gonna be, youll see, love me for me... stick around Im not the kind of girl you want to leave, youll see love me for me.
Shut up, come back, no i didnt really mean to say that... Im mixed up, so what, yeah you want me so youre messed up too..
I love you, I hate you, if you only knew what Ive been through... My head is spinning but my heart is in the right place, Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake.
- Love For Me - Ashlee Simpson -
Dont want to be an America Idiot
Dont want a Nation under the new media
And can you heard the sounds of hysteria?
The subliminal Mind-fuck America
And My weakness is that I care too much...